...was an absolute failure. The hike out was nice, but we didn't find the rails buried under the snow, the snow wasn't right to build a kicker, the tree jib was a bit sketch, and a storm was blowing in.
I started to walk back, and the wind had blown over and filled in our tracks, so all two feet of me needed to re-hike in waist deep snow and super strong wind that was blowing me literally over [I'm little]. My sled ended up smacking me in the head a few times.
It wasn't the greatest, but it was still nice to be outside.
On another note, I feel like I'm headed on to a new phase in my life, one without a person that has been very important in my life for the past almost year and a half.
Friendships come and go, but it sucks when a tumultuous ring of events causes the end of a best friend era; it makes one evaluate the existing friendships and appreciate them that much more. The past day has been a wee bit emotional for me, and as most of you know, I am not an emotional person [although I do care very deeply about the people in my life]. I'm better now after some time for reflection.
Tomorrow will be a new day, a happy day. I have an amazing life that I'm very grateful for, but that has no room for negativity or disrespect. I do not deserve that, and when I encounter this in my friends, which is very rare, I 'trim the fat.'
To this person, you know who you are; I will always hope the best for you, I wish you nothing but luck and happiness in your future endeavors, but I cannot be your friend anymore. There is no spot for you in my heart, but I will try to remember you fondly. Goodbye.
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